Riahhhhh.

And you taught me what this feels like. And then how it feels to lose it. And you showed me who I wanted. And then who I wasn't. And you ticked every box. And then drew a line. And you weren't mine to begin with. And then not to end with. And you looked likeeverything I wanted. And then became something I hated. And you get thought of every day. And then not in a good way. And you letme leave. And then wish I'd stayed. And you almost killed me. But I didn't die.
Always chase your dreams. <3 no matter what. Don’t let anything stand in the way.

Always chase your dreams. <3 no matter what. Don’t let anything stand in the way.

I need your mouth on my thighs and my hips like you’re hungry, like you’re starving. I am nothing. I am nothing. there is sewage in my veins. I need your weight to crush my sternum. I don’t want to feel. I don’t want to feel. this isn’t a game anymore. I am an addict and you are my drug. hit me. I want to feel. I don’t want to feel. take all of me and leave nothing left, only dust to be scattered by wind. I want all of you inside me because I am empty. do you hear me? I am a bird without wings. I have no happy endings. life is cruel. life is cruel. kiss my neck, rip my flesh. this is love. this is love.

—this is love | H.P. (via lilac-lungs)

(via time-not-well-wasted)