And you taught me what this feels like. And then how it feels to lose it. And you showed me who I wanted. And then who I wasn't. And you ticked every box. And then drew a line. And you weren't mine to begin with. And then not to end with. And you looked likeeverything I wanted. And then became something I hated. And you get thought of every day. And then not in a good way. And you letme leave. And then wish I'd stayed. And you almost killed me. But I didn't die.